Monday, April 7, 2008

Hmmm..........

so long i didn't write my blog....hmm....what to do....last sem like hell.....three subject in short sem.....mmg mencari nahas but....at least my result not bad.... my CGPA pun naik.... hehehe.....
anyway i just brake off with my bf last two weeks but the weird thing i doesn't feel anything....even angry.....like my friend said la...i have no feeling like batu.... it's ok.... is not that bad what....most important how i can carry on my life.....that difficult i guess.... since my younger sister engange everyone busy want to find a guy for me.....what??????? they think i'm so dessperate????? rimas betul!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.... please stop bother my life ok???? i have my own way to find someone...... but how????? somebody please tell me..... why so hard to find someone is really2 suit with us...... guy!!!!!!!!!!! cannot be trusted!!!!!!!!!!! but not all..... Hmmmm.........

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

Lost my life

da lama tak tulis blog ni......now da start short sem...lg 3 weeks da nk exam.....skrg ni da x mcm dulu......mcm ada benda yg da hilang.....i lost my friend forever la......so sad...sampi hati dia wat cm ni...btl ckp johar...i'm the only one want to say sorry tp dia lgsg x nk dgr......da la my hp da rosak....so now i no hp la...hehehe....sampi skrg x ok lg.....now i penghuni setia hospital sakit jiwa......terpaksa la sbb jiwa da kacau......x de org yg blh rawat jiwa yg da kacau ni....ehmmmmm........i lost half of my life now

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

apa nk jadi jadi lah

yesterday i went to watch movie with my younger brother at klcc.......actually i don't have mood to watch movie but my bro insist want to watch so i just follow him...and again i send sms to my bestfriend to say sorry....like usual no reply....sometimes i'm wondering when she can forgive me and become friend like before.......i really miss that moment that we having together...always go shopping n watch movie at jusco...our favourate place...i need solve this matter tonight.....apa nak jadi jadi lah.......

tension giler................

this week start sem break for two weeks...everybody seem like happy but me tension gilerrrrrrrrrr.... i'm having some problem with my bestfriend which i'm the one guilty..... what i have done to her is damm terrible la...i also cannot forgive myself ........don't know what to do.....already ask for forgiveness but she still don't want to forgive me...... i feel damm terrible now until i cannot do my exam properly.... she the only my bestfriend that i have.....nice, honest n the only person that i can layan la.....how should i do? my kepala like pecah ready think about this.......... i cannot live like this.....feel like want to gile ready.... anyone can send me to tanjung rambutan???????????

Thursday, October 18, 2007